Blood Sport - Page 3
Ortiz en route to victory at the 2011 Desert RATS Trail Running Festival 50-miler, Fruita, Colorado. Photo by Glen Delman.
The day I meet Ortiz for a run in Eagle, it is snowing. But that’s fine. She is racing the Santa Barbara 50-miler in three days, so she just wants to get out for an hour after school. We meet at the Burger King down the road from her house and carpool to the trailhead. I’d heard about her propensity to chat on the trail—she and Mazzia, who was pacing her, missed a course marker at Western States because they were so involved in their conversation—and am hoping this will lead to some candid thoughts.
The trail network in Eagle is extensive. Singletracks and dirt roads spider out in every direction, peppered with steep bursts, tight corners and more than enough roots and rocks to demand your attention. Ortiz knows the local trails better than anyone, and today she has chosen a route that climbs to a plateau overlooking the valley. Come early summer, the entire landscape is blanketed by flowers, which are only in bloom for a brief time. “Once those flowers die, I don’t come here anymore,” she says. “I maybe run this trail twice all summer, but at least once a day in the winter. There are a few sections where everywhere you look, you see abundant flowers. And that’s what it’s all about for me. Just what I see and smell.”
Ortiz’s father, a family physician, started running specifically to spend time with Anita when she was growing up. He and her mother instilled in Anita and her two brothers a deep appreciation of the outdoors. So when we sidle up to a junction in the trail and Ortiz sees an orange peel on the ground, she doesn’t hide her disapproval. “It just makes me so angry when people trash the land,” she says. “Those things take forever to biodegrade.”
As it turns out, Ortiz is kind of like the garbage fairy. “Anytime we see trash, we bring it down,” she says. “One time, we were way up in the middle of God knows where, on this road called Firebox, and found one of those big plastic storage boxes. Well, we carried that thing down. It took us all summer, but we’d carry it a little ways, and then we’d leave it. And the next time we were up there, we’d carry it a little ways farther. Eventually we got it all the way down. I’ve carried a mattress down from up here.”
Contrary to many of her peers, Ortiz almost never measures her mileage. Instead, she keeps track of time. Her goal each day is to get five hours of strenuous exercise, whether on the trail or her Stairmaster at home. The approach allows her to explore more than she would otherwise. “I love getting pleasantly lost,” she says. “Where you’re not really lost, because you know you’ll eventually hit a road. That’s how you find the new, cool trails. It’s my favorite thing to do.”
The one week she measures her miles is before Western States—which remains the only 100-mile race she’s entered. She’ll do a 35-mile day in her heaviest week (which used to be 138 miles but now is closer to 120), but, she explains, “I’ll do back-to-back-to-back days of 25, 20, 20, because that’s less wear and tear on my body and, for me, it’s a better training effect. My legs are super tired by that last day.”
We come upon a tiny patch of snow, and Ortiz points at it and grins. “There’s my water,” she says. As we run, I concentrate on Ortiz’s steady but imperfect stride. Kami Semick, one of Ortiz’s rivals, calls her “a scrappy runner, and I mean that as a compliment. It’s not beautiful but she gets it done.” Ortiz, who is sensitive to such remarks, doesn’t disagree. “I’m not a stellar runner. I just work really hard, and I deal with pain well,” she says. “I’m no better than anybody else. I’m not particularly strong or—I guess what I mean is, I don’t have natural talent. That’s what it is. I shouldn’t have said I’m not a strong runner.”
I watch Ortiz bound and dart over large rocks and around tricky bends in the trail like a rabbit. It’s hard to believe she does not consider herself gifted, especially given her age and the punishment she inflicts on her muscles and joints. “Seriously, I feel like I’m 25,” she says. “I just don’t feel like I thought I’d feel when I was 46 [she turned 47 on June 9]. I thought I’d feel old and rickety and worn out and tired. And I don’t. I never thought I’d be able to run like this.”
During a switchbacking descent near the end of the loop, I ask Ortiz how important it is to be the best. She replies: “Not very important. Because I’m not, and I never can be.” Then who is? “Oh, gosh. There’s a whole handful of people who strive for that spot. I mean, Ellie Greenwood? Oh, my gosh, nobody’s going to stop her this year. You’ve got Kami Semick, good luck ever beating her. Darcy Africa …” But you just beat Darcy in Fruita, I say. “I know, but it’s a lucky day when I do. There are just so many young people coming in.”
I ask Ortiz whether she’s ever beaten Semick. “No. I came in about three minutes behind her in a 100K [Miwok, where she qualified for Western States] two years ago; that’s the closest I’ve come. I led until the last five miles, and talk about hitting the wall. She went past me like I was sitting in a bathtub reading my book. She was really nice about it. She could see that I was suffering really badly. I was cramping, holding my legs, practically lifting my legs up this hill. And she had a pacer, and I didn’t. She told her pacer to stay with me. She could see that I was in a bad spot. It was really nice. But I made her pacer go. I wanted to suffer by myself.”
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Two weeks after our run, I arrive at Ortiz’s house to barking dogs and a kitchen full of teenagers doing homework. Anita and Mike are in the middle of their nightly game of musical parents, figuring out how their kids will get home from after-school sports the following day. It’s almost absurd that they are able to keep track of all four children in light of their own schedules. Not only does Mike, a surfer from California who played college basketball at Oklahoma State, run the rec district, he also works four overnight shifts a week as a hotel security guard. “We need every penny,” Anita says, an ode to sending their kids to the prestigious Vail Mountain School 30 minutes upvalley.
The Ortizes are strict with their kids, and it shows in the teenagers’ manners. Amelia, the oldest at 18, has just gotten into Williams. She is captain of the high-school track team and is baking cookies for their regional meet the next day which Mandy, 16, is also running. David, twin brother to Acacia, 14, is trying to buy some time following tomorrow’s soccer practice before he gets picked up. Anita sees through his ploy immediately and mouths to me in the living room: “He wants to hang out with his girlfriend.” But instead of calling his bluff, she plays along with a huge grin on her face until David is forced to either admit his intentions or concede and catch an earlier ride. He concedes. Victory: parents.
Before I’d arrived, Mike had told me on the phone that running is only what Anita does third best, after being a mother and wife. “We have four kids, three dogs, three cats, a bird—there’s so much going on at our house, and everyone’s really happy,” Mike said. “And that’s because of Anita. She’s the glue.”
When I ask Anita if she was a big partier at Florida State, she glances over to see if her kids are listening. All four heads are buried in books. “Yeah,” she whispers. Amelia, discretely eavesdropping, calls her out right away: “Moooommmm! It’s not like we don’t know!” Anita rolls her eyes and laughs, sheepishly proud of her daughter for demanding transparency. Then she realizes she’s forgotten to tend to the pasta. “Hey, will someone drain that spaghetti!” she shouts to the kitchen.
“We were already doing that!” Mandy and Amelia yell back.
“You’re so wonderful,” Anita coos.
She does almost all the cooking, but she doesn’t mind. The reward comes when the six of them gather at the dinner table every night. “I’m a stickler for family meals,” she says. “We talk about our days; it’s where we connect. So many families don’t do that.”
After the seven of us wolf down a feast of spaghetti, Caesar salad and garlic bread, Anita, Amelia and Mandy break into a conversation about strategy for regionals. Soon they’re rattling off splits and debating how much Mandy can realistically shave off her time in the mile. “See?” Mike says, chuckling. “This is what I mean when I say I live with running nerds.”
Truth be told, Mike is the biggest supporter of his family’s running habit and has been Anita’s most ardent fan since she returned to racing in the mid-’90s. Yet it wasn’t until just before the 2002 Mountain Running World Championships in Igls, Austria, that he fully comprehended his wife’s athletic will. “She’s sitting on the bed, shaking like a leaf,” he recalls, “so I’m, like, ‘Don’t worry. You’re going to be fine.’ And she goes, ‘You dummy. I’m not worried about how I’m gonna do. I’m worried about how bad this is gonna hurt. Because if it doesn’t hurt, it means I haven’t run my best.’ And that really helped our marriage. It helped everything. Because then I understood her.”
However, not everyone understands Ortiz. Some of her competitors wonder why she makes self-deprecating statements before she dominates them. “It’s hard to hear that because everyone knows how fast she is,” said one female ultrarunner who asked not to be named. “But literally every race, she’ll line up and say, ‘Oh, I have this injury, I’m not feeling well, I don’t even know if I’ll finish.’ And then she goes out and sets a course record.”
Never mind her tiny stature or pretty face. “She intimidates people,” says Adam Chase, team captain of Salomon, which began sponsoring Ortiz three years ago. “I saw her at mile 80 of Western States, and she looked kind of like she always does, which is just tough. She has a ‘bring it’ look to her. She’s feisty. I’m glad I never have to race against her.”
Later that summer, Kami Semick witnessed a disturbing scene involving Ortiz. Coming off her Western States win, Ortiz was trying to repeat as women’s masters team champion at the Gore-Tex Trans-Rockies Run in Colorado, where she was paired with reigning 100K national champion Prudence L’Heureux. Despite having never met, the women took a commanding lead in their division. But L’Heureux had serious trouble breathing, which prevented them from opening an even larger deficit. Ortiz spent much of her days screaming at L’Heureux to move faster, Semick recalls. “Even when they were that far ahead, Anita couldn’t turn it off. She had her hands on her hips and was yelling, ‘Get your ass up the hill!’ And Prudence couldn’t breathe.”
“We’d cross the line after the first three stages, and she wouldn’t even look at me,” L’Heureux says. “She’d stomp off and go talk to her friends. She just treated me like a bad person. I’ve never had anyone treat me that way. She didn’t seem to have any compassion or human side. She didn’t care. And Anita was one of my idols.”
Unwilling to continue racing with Ortiz, L’Heureux flew home after three stages. Ortiz ran the final three days alone, crossing the line first each day despite having been disqualified from the team standings. In retrospect, Ortiz says, “I was probably too hard on her. But I could do that to Katie [Mazzia], and she’d go with it. The main thing was, we should have been more clear about what we both wanted out of the race.”
For Ortiz, it came down to the same thing it always does: satisfying “the need to do the absolute best that I can do.” That’s how she explained it in her kitchen the last time I saw her—as a need. But she was worried about how she’d be judged in light of the TransRockies episode showing up in public. She is a mother, wife and elementary-school teacher, after all, “an example for all women,” as Chase put it.
But she is also one of the world’s best runners. And when it comes to that, Ortiz’s philosophy is simple. “I think you have to have some fierceness in you.”
Devon O’Neil is a writer in Breckenridge, Colorado. His work can be viewed at www.devononeil.com.